August Rush

Since this is my favorite color I have decided to use it to right about my august rush. Yes, it's already August. I'm at a happy place in my life but they are a few pieces of my puzzle that still need to be snapped into place. I'm still living with a friend of mine. I'm so grateful that she is letting me stay with her but I'm sick of her day to day BS! She's always sad, grumpy or acting vulnerable and frankly, I'm sick of it! I'm nice to her all the time and try to stay out of her hair as much as possible but she continues to act like I'm supposed to solve all her problems. Yes I'm her friend and yes I love her like a sister but it gets tedious trying to be there for her and play that part especially because she's mad EVERY SINGLE DAY. It's okay to be upset every now and then and occasionally cry but NOT every day. And the odd part is I don't know what she has to be unhappy about. She has money and like 3 jobs, she has her own place and her family is capable of helping her out with her finances when she comes up short. And she has had the best of the best internships and plenty of connections. I'm sooo confused! All she does in complain about this stupid boy over and over! I understand what he did to her because some guys are dicks but she needs to be over him by now! Move on!! There are more fish in the sea...Really! That's why I have no sympathy for her when she cries about him now because she put herself in this position. She keeps trying to contact him and find a way to get back with him. Just give it up because he is NOT worth it and she's a great girl! I've tried to help but I just don't want to hurt her feelings anymore than their already hurt so I just say nothing. And that's hard for me to do! lol Other than that I owe one of my friends some money for these concert tickets she bought and she's flippin' out even though I told her I'm trying to get back on my feet! She does not care! She thinks she did me a favor by buying me a ticket but to be honest, I could care less whether I went or not! I thought I was doing her a favor because she called and asked me to come with her. I'm sorry but concerts really aren't my thing! I thought I would give them a chance though so I went with her. I told her I would get her the money as soon as I could, and I am a person who keeps my word! She's totally not bein understanding but fortunately I have found a way to pay her back. Work is great!! I love Coach and Bebe Sport still. I'm working hard and definitely seeing results. Right now I'm working on securing an internship and getting some modeling jobs lined up! And those two things seem to be going good so far. My boyfriend is great! I have been staying with him most of the time to try to stay outta my friend's hair. He doesn't mind and we are having a great time spending time together! He's still my best friend and confident and I learn more and more about him each day. He is the only person I can truly count on besides several of my family members. I know he's always there and will stick with me through thick and thin! And believe me...times get THICK! Lol and God and our wonderful church has kept our heads on straight! My back is feeling better and I got over my little cold...My mom got a new job at a furniture store in Chicago so I'm happy for her. She loves it and I hope it puts her in theplace she needs to be! And Alex is super excited to go to Univ. of Indy so yay!!! Anyway I have to work at 5 to close at Bebe Sport today so hopefully I sell a lot!